Hi dear, our goals should never become our weakness,they should become our strength. Don't make your goals a burden. Studies exist so that we can become more happy and joyful. If you are studying hard and yet there is no joy in your life, then you need to check the purpose of studying. Don't study for anything else but to learn. When you want to keep learning, you will be joyful. This is just a start of your life. Be prepared to fall and fail. Don't worry about falling, focus on getting up everytime you fall.
Next Steps
Get in a habit of speaking to a counselor or psychologist. Ask your parents that you want to go for counselling.