It's better to take help of counsellor. Consult any counsellor near you. He/she will guide you better. Alternatively, you can consult any homeopath who will give you medicine after thorough case taking and help you to come out of depression.
It's time to be mentally stable rather than taking any decision.
Next Steps
It's better to seek help from counsellor or homeopath or both as soon as possible.
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