Hi. Don't think this and that. Rather live a happy life with whatever you have been given from heaven. Dont ask for anything in life. Try to keep engaged in some sort of activity that may bring smile on your face. You can write books or work on some innovative ideas.

There seems to be many issues which needs to be considered. Your husband is supportive, then why you are living with your parent. Your perception about your self image.

Good day my Friend,  I can understand your concern. What you mentioned about others are just an vent out mechanism for your mind to keep engaged and then feel bad about it. These are just a triggers for your stress. You need to avoid them slowly. However root cause for all your problems is stress in your mind of not having a child. I can understand the pain and social pressure it create in your mind with such conditions. Be happy that you have supportive hubby. Be aware that Conceiving is not just a physical process.  It's more to do with the emotional conditions of couple.  If you are emotional disturbed, you may not get results. Be positive.  There are ways to overcome this problem if you are willing to make few changes in your mindset, lifestyle, food habbit, and follow few recommendation regularly.  Are you ready? Feel free to reach me online for further assistance and assessment of your physical and mental symptoms to recommend suitable non medicine alternative solutions. Be positive. You will be alright soon.

I can understand the difficulty you are going through.. Yet, thus can be resolved by Seeking a professional support.. Consult a psychological Counselor for a therapy to overcome this Anxiety..

Hello, Glad to know that you are seeking help, clarification is needed on what you explained.It needs to be checked that critical remarks by your father is the only issue or something else as well.Your husband is supportive that is a positive thing to be looked on.