Hello there! First of all, I would like to tell you that your life is absolutely important and you are completely and fully loved, even if it does not feel like it. Having a stranger say it may not feel true or genuine, but my sentiments are deeply true. I would also like to tell you that your feelings are valid, no matter how painful.
I know you feel suffocated and a bit lost, however try not to lose hope. There are still some things you can try to free yourself from this suffocation you feel. There are some really good mental health organizations and private set-ups that can help you in a way that you need. These are either completely affordable or free and will provide you with the respite you are looking for. I realize that this may not seem like a solution to you as you have already been to several therapists and found it to be not as helpful as you might have hoped. But do not give up on trying. Sometimes, the therapists or professionals we go to arenât always a perfect fit for us. Thatâs alright though, as it simply means that you need to find one that is a good match for your needs. Keep trying to find the right one for yourself and you will be grateful to yourself for hanging on.
In the meantime, try to be kind and loving to yourself. Youâre fighting so hard and you need all the love you can get. So, start by loving and taking care of yourself. I hope you are finally able to find the right mental health professional who will help you feel less and less suffocated and stuck. Take care of yourself and keep fighting!
Answered2021-04-29 16:10:07
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