How mind state change when we see people close to heart and not close to art. It is serious proble m why the state of mind change. Is this same reflect on children. I try to be happy with my children. Other wise I lock in room my self and do my work. If I not I blast myself and talk rubbish which is effect directly on marriage life. Not able to make happy every. It looks I am running out of time and problem. But I feel all these things will not come along. Waste of time and money in discussing. One day every one to die. So be calm as much as possible.