Hello Friend, thank you for reaching out here for help. I can understand your suitation. Your are doing a great job. I know Caretaking is a stressful job, and you may be sacrificing few personal goals or may be carrying some guilty feelings for overlook sometimes. Equally you also need to take care of your personal life and future. It's a tough balancing act and may be causing you stress or depression. You need an assistance of psychology counselor to assess your suitation and explore the possible solution.
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