What was the mode of onset? You are not getting relief in terms of cosmetic appearance or visual disability
Next Steps
Consult a good cornea specialist from some premier institute like sankara nethralaya chennai/lvpei hyderabad/sankara eye care Bengaluru/ narayana nethralaya Bengaluru/ netradhama Bengaluru
Health Tips
Don't be depressed about it. Thats is the worst thing that you can do to yourself. There are methods for cosmetic rehabilitation please contact a good cornea specialist.