5 months nd counting.. Like most young adults i had a break up with my girl. Since then not even a single day passes where i dont think about her.. Sobs sometimes😅 Mood swings.,anger issues, punching walls, hurting myself, becoming introvert.. I can feel myself deteriorate. From outside is ol okay. Oviously tried to move on.. Make friends.. Tried to get into new relationship. But it ddint take time for me to realise that not only  cant i make new friends but also i am spoiling what friendship i had wth my old friends nd loosing totally. Ego plays a big role in it. I am ending up landing nowhere. Even i hav suicidal tghts tgh. Its affecting nd shattering me into like anything. Constant negetive tghts