It seems to be PTSD induced depression. Merely allopathic anti depressants may not help. You need a holistic approach. It can be well treated with counseling sessions and homeopathic medication if required.

Hi It looks like you are still feeling disturbed about the incident that happened few years back. It looks like you are not able to get over the incident and the impact of it is affecting your sleep and professional life. To feel better you can talk about the incident with a psychologist. You can talk about what is bothering you about the incident. Do not worry with counseling sessions you can recover and you will be fine.

Hi. Consult Psychologist. Follow mindfulness steps

Wellness Greetings to you Medicines may not cure your issue because this was thought induced . Find out that thread of thought to which you have given more emotional important such that it is bothering you now in every angle . Take a professional's help to do this.

As you are already under treatment with a psychiatrist, it might probably help you to share and discuss the crux of your problem I. Details and can get some clarity and understanding about yourself..

Hello.. I understand what you are going through and how it has impacted your personal and professional life both. Sometimes the after effects of few traumatic incidents are very very strong but now you have to work on yourself. Consult a psychologist for better help. Don't worry your problem will be solved. Stay happy and healthy.