I have confirmed suspicion to believe my alkaline water was poisoned. I'm wondering if my brother put cortisol into my water because I had been talking about hormones and since my IQ is like 30+ points higher than my family I am the blacksheep. I also feel my younger sister whom my younger brother had been sleeping with, put estrogen pills into my water. I started noticing I had been crying and being way more emotional than normal. My face also started looking more feminine like a pretty boy.