So I’ve been hypomanic for almost two months now. I stopped taking medicine two weeks ago because I don’t feel like it’s helping me much. Things have gotten worse I’ve done things I wouldn’t normally do and making dumb decisions. I’m at the point now where I’m fantasizing about hurting myself. I’ve had thoughts of cutting and overdosing on sleeping pills. I scheduled a doctors appointment but they won’t be able to see until a month from now. I’m afraid that’s too far away. What should I do?