Hello, suicide is not a solution to any problem, and you were trying to kill your kid too,, what it has done. There are solutions to each and every problem and we need to find it. Coming to marriage, first you need to know completely about your friend(your decision may not be right during stress full condition) , after this if he is trustable, both of your families sit together and take decision or other wise contact marriage counsellor, you need to go legally.
Since you are in stress,, and depressed and having suicidal thoughts, consult a psychiatrist as early as possible, he will surely help you.
Answered2016-03-05 02:06:32
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