Why I feel like I am a girl. I love those colours pink, using makeup, having girlish hairstyle, my body just generate that sensation like vibe I feel more attracted to girls being girlish. I talk like them not in terms of vocals by the type of conversation. I love to crossdress innerwear. This is not eat I fantasized taking things, infact swallowing. This is driving me crazy. I actually don't know do I have this real problem or this is when I live alone I had lots of anxiety. I used to wear panties for a week to my daily work. I ordered other things too. Please I want to come out of this excitement it excites me.