I live with my three younger siblings at home. Being the eldest among us for, the task to look after the young ones was given to me. As part of my duty, I always emphasized to my siblings how important discipline is. However, my definition of disipline is very diff. of that from others. I always resort to spanking them whenever they commit mistakes and I felt like it was wrong. I am trying to hold my patience but I just can't. It's as if I can only feel satisfaction if I hurt them physically.