Hello Friend, Good that you are seeking a help here. You may be undergoing some kind of emotional battle within you and that is triggering such behavior. It may be work related stress or from relationships or family.
No worries. These are similar to any other physical illness and can be treated through counseling support and few stress management techniques.
Take a professional help of counseling to first level assess your condition and explore suitable solutions.
Next Steps
Feel free to reach out to me online through Practo app for further detailed evaluation and recommendation.