Hello Friend, thanks for reaching out here for help. Thanks for sharing your concerns and interest to address this problem. While it may look as if you have crazy sexual desire, but underneath it's due to hormonal imbalance and body heat which is influencing your mind. You can't continue this on a moral ground. For the sake of your family and especially kids, you need come out of this immediately. . You may need to get a guidance and counseling support to explore why you do this and what's the solution to recover.
Next Steps
You should meet counseling Psychologist. If you hesitate to meet f2f, opt for online counseling.