Dear, emotional turmoil going on in your mind right now is absolutely genuine. I do understand. But the way you withstand this tough situation will define your original inert strong personality.
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For guidance you can go for my online consultation on practo itself. We can have personal chat and definitely it will help you. I would love to be your friend and share my experiences with you.
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