Hi, I appreciate that you are seeking help on this portal. You seem to be facing relationship issues which may be an outcome of various factors - childhood experiences, parental dischord, unstable past relationships. Relationship issues are normal and do not depend on sexual orientation. But the fact that you are suffering and unable to cope needs to be addressed. You may approach a counselling psychologist for these complaints. In case, there is not much response over 3 months of counselling or if the symptoms increase, you may consider starting temporary medications from a psychiatrist (Allopathy / Homoeoapthy). Homoeopathy medicines are safe i.e without side effects, treat the disease from the root cause thereby giving long term relieef. For any further queries, you may contact me via Practo online portal.
Next Steps
It is advisable to approach a counselling psychologist for further evaluation and guidance.
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