Hello Friend, Good that you are seeking a help here. When you are confused about yourself or in doubt about the symptoms, don't hesitate to take a professional help. Don't hold on such emotional disturbance within you as it will aggravated the suitation.
Consult and Express your feelings, emotions and concerns to a psychology expert. He will help in assessing your current condition and diagnose whether it's depression or stress or any other emotional imbalance that you may be going through now. He can also guide you on the suitable solution that you can follow practically to overcome this problem.
Next Steps
Consult a psychologists directly or online.
Feel free to reach out to me online through Practo for further detailed evaluation and recommendation. Be positive. You will be alright soon.