Hi, you need immediate consultation with psychologist for treatment of depression. The psychotherapy and counseling would do good to you. The ideas of suicide is a matter of worry.

Hi,  though I do not want to debate or defend on any treatments ,  all I wanted to know is were you able to identify your cause of it depression.  And we're you able to resolve  those issues or people related to that issue.!? I would like to suggest you to meet a psychologist  in it city and undergo some  counselling sessions,  you will know that you can lead a happy and harmonious lfe with your family.

Hello there...... Take steps to control stress, to increase your resilience and boost your self-esteem. Reach out to family and friends, especially in times of crisis, to help you weather rough spells. Get treatment at the earliest sign of a problem to help prevent depression from worsening. Consider getting long-term maintenance treatment to help preven,t a relapse of symptoms..... Consult Psychiatrist.....