Hi dear thanks for query. Your statement sounds that you might be distressed about the situation you are experiencing. But is it true that you are not accepting the fact that is putting you down and in which you are able to cope or handle it wisely,  think about it. Don't just put the board that you might be suffering from so and so. Try to work on self emotions,  take the help of psychologist for better guidance and if necessary psychiatrist for medication and higher assessment. Take care. Stay positive.

Hi the way ur expressing u have few symptoms of depression and it can worsen also for your proper evaluation plz visit any psychiatrist personally asap else it would get worsen more. Dr.Ankit Patel Psychiatrist Pune India