Hello Friend, Good that you are seeking a help. I can understand your suitation and emotional pain that you are going through . I am sure, you must have already consulted your doctor about the pros and cons of next attempt. . But having positivity at your mind in very important than any medical treatment in such scenario.
You may need a guidance of of counseling support to bring back your positivity and confidence.
In ayurveda angle, such problems are also caused by imbalance of bodily air energy or Vata. So you need to consider a holistic treatment approach to make this attempt. As I am also an ayurveda wellness counselor, can guide you on the alternate options available to bring you body and mind to a balance.
Next Steps
Feel free to reach out to me online through Practo for further detailed evaluation and suitable solutions that you can follow to overcome this problem. Be positive. You will be alright soon.