I have been married to my wife for 1.5 years. We are committed to each other. But her past haunts me very badly. She had been in a relationship and I'm not able to cope with the truth. I suffer daily thinking of her past and this has soured present situation with my wife. There is no doubt that we love each other a lot but still I don't seem to have come to terms with her past relationship. I feel irritated all the time, the feeling of depression and low self esteem has taken a toll on our marriage. I feel that she was happier in her previous relationship which she clearly denies. The image of her being with her ex is all what I imagine and suffer from nightmares most of the times. I feel she would ditch me for someone else. Please note that my wife loves me a lot but I cannot get over her past.