Hi. I went through your query in detail and can understand what you must be going through. From what you have mentioned, it seems that you are suffering from symptoms of Obsessive Compulsive disorder (OCD). OCD is characterized by repeated thoughts that may include doubts which makes you do things repeatedly like checking. Please consult a psychiatrist and get yourself evaluated. OCD is a treatable condition and medications and cognitive behavioural therapy will help you get better.
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Seek a psychiatric consultation.
Answered2017-04-20 03:31:44
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