When ever I musturbate I cry tears comes out my eyes it become very painful I was been masturbating since 13 years old until now 22 years old my penis became younger than usually was I can not count it how many times masturbated I decided to stop 2 years ago but it become very hard sometimes I tried to kill myself I have very soft hair few years ago but now my hairs are rough even when I got sick myself can't control this bad habbit I stopped going to the college I become very lazy and so weak.