Hi. Always there will be someone who will love you. Accept parental love. Wait for true love. Don't be involved in any professional contract with loved ones. Be unconditional.

relationships become some times very hard To control.you need someone to talk with .that can help you alot.

It seems to be relationship stress induced depression. It needs to be treated asap otherwise it may get complicated. It can be well treated with counseling session and medication if required.

"Thank you for reaching out to me with such a sensitive issue. I cannot image what you might be going through right now. Nobody wants to disrespected in a relationship and everyone deserves to be loved. I want you to know that no amount of anger or saddness given by others is worth taking your life for. You make this world a better place! Yes, difficulties will come by, by its nothing that one can't learn to deal with. I understand that you really love him and it is difficult for you to let go. But often love isn't enough in a relationship. You can't force someone to be with you. Similarly, neither can he or his mother force you into running the business. Before making a decision, take enough time to think if you really want to resign, because the company I am assuming, is as much as your as it is his. If you really wish to continue, you can try to separate your professional life with that of personal. This may not be easy, but it is possible with the right help. And it is completely okay if you wish to leave the company as well. Make sure you do not take any haste decisions. Take your time! And don't forget, you're amazing!

Hello dear I can understand what you are going through. You might be feeling betrayed and lonely and that nobody understands you. It's good that you didn't end your precious life because of this issue because it's not worth it. But you need to move forward and consult a therapist or a psychologist. You can also contact me and I will help you towards your recovery. Let's discuss the issue so that you can find your solutions. Take care and stay safe and strong. Don't worry, everything will be fine. You got this!!

Hi... Please consult a Psychologist immediately. These thoughts of dying require immediate professional support. Such abusive and exploitative relationships can cause immense harm to one's self respect and self esteem. But what is more important is to understand and overcome why you got attracted to such a person and continued in a relationship which is primarily based on needs, exploitation, and usability.

Dying is no solution to your problems but living with better peace of mind is. I get a feeling from what you have explained that the kind of relationship you and your boyfriend are maintaining right now is not sustainable. Please consult a psychologist to get a better understanding of your situation and move on, without getting 'used' by someone. The emotional pain that you are carrying right now will go away in some time, but a wrong decision on your future can be disastrous for a lifetime. Take your decisions not out of emotions but with wisdom.

It looks like that due to the emotional dependency you are unable to demarcate the lines between your professional and personal life with him.. For me, I feel you are confused and not abke to take a clear decision because of that.. It is better to seek a professional support to get a clarity and understanding about yourself and about your future life..

To begin with it looks like you were in an emotionally abusive and had unhealthy boundaries. You have given up your self-esteem to preserve this relationship. Now it looks like the final blow and your opinions are not respected. This is causing you emotional distress leading to suicidal thoughts.