Hello,
It seems that your present situation is making you feel severely depressed because your trust was broken after 10 years..i would suggest you to consult a psychiatrist as soon as possible,the psychiatrist can prescribe medication also to control your suicidal feelings..later when you feel more stable you could contact a psychotherapist/ psychologist who can help you to move on with your life.Take care.
Answered2017-06-03 14:35:33
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