I think i have lost my ability to even think , i am unable to concentrate and memorise things i did 20 minutes back , i have no interest in the way i live , i have no eagerness to even exit . I am also unable to drive car and bike properly , if i start to stare at anything while driving ,i usually forget that i am driving and will keep on staring . I have loss pf attention and loss of will power to do anything . Wanted to be army officer instead i am just being another guy to look forward to dad's business . There is negligible undertanding of my mental health from my family , neither they understand anything . am i sick ? Am i suffering from some disorder or is it usual?