Hi, I am sorry you are feeling this way. I am sure this is tough. It looks like this is a situation in which you’re feeling dominated by others and also feeling powerless over your own situation. It also looks like there is an urge to give it back to to the people who are doing this to you. It looks like there is a subconscious fear of being manipulated and being taken advantage of that is getting triggered in your system. We will have to open this story in the subconscious mind trance and work with the stories that come up. Once the related emotions are released you will be in a better position to make a decision about this situation you are in or the situation outside will shift because your subconscious has shifted due to the therapy work. You’re beautiful!
Next Steps
I can work with you to release some stuff from the subconscious mind and put you ahead of where you are and help you move out of this situation. Love and healing