I am a medical student just before an year i had 3 abdomen surgeries including ileostomy i had recovered well but during these course i am suffering from thoughts disorder such as what if something else(paralysis) to me i thought it would go on its own but it didnt any topic comes up like that in my study it disturbs me and i cant go to psychiatrist because my family think as a doctor(student) it is stupid and you are fine please can you suggest me some help here