Sorry to hear that you would want to know of consequence of taking medication in high dose and presumably as an attempt to achieve a complete suicide.
It is common for individuals to think and plan about suicide when they feel helpless/hopeless for various reasons. Depression is the most common cause among them and it is curable. Hence you would benefit from speaking to psychiatrist to find out how you can help yourself and stop thinking about suicide.
Best wishes.
Answered2017-08-19 11:21:43
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