I'd safe vaginal intercourse,french kiss(1-2mins) and deep vaginal fingering with a massage therapist (condom didn't torn or slipped) then after 9 days of that act I got scared when I woke up with a fever,sore throat and heavy chills so did this following tests for hiv 9th day-ictc(-ve) 20th day-std panel(hiv-cmia(-ve) and cmv(+ve) 28th day---rna pcr (-ve) 35th day-hiv-cmia(-ve) 55th day-hiv-elfa-(-ve) Was feeling better in dealing stress after 55th day report but on 58th day got string of rashes over my arm(little itchy)(attached) got scared and did these tests again 62nd day-proviral dna(-ve) 64th day-hiv-elfa(-ve) 65th day-cd4(465)(lab normal range 445-1200) 70th day---hiv cmia(-ve) again on 72nd got rashes(so itchy) on feet(attached) what's really wrong with me? sir please help did so many online consultations feeling demotivated and suicidal thoughts everywhere(rashes+sore throat+phlegm (no cough)+diarrhea (3-4 times liquid spray during these 70 days)