Hello Friend, Good that you are seeking a help here. I can understand your suitation and effort to overcome your problems. While you explore treatment options for this medical reason, you need to  in parallel keep your confidence high and remove the inferiority complex. You definetily need a counseling support to boost your self esteem and mindset changes to face the challenges. Be positive. Help is available. Do consult me online or call me first to discuss the issues openly. Surely can guide to overcome this problems. Be positive and confident. You will be alright soon.