I got dumped by my fiance on my birthday on september 23. Since that day ive lost all motivation all will to live i miss her. We still live together. She still sleeps in the same bed as me we still cuddle we still pay for each other to eat out we still do so much together. When she is near me all the pain is gone.. Mostly.. But when were apart all i do is cry. We were together for 4 years... Engaged for 2 id do anything to have her back i dont know who i am with out her. Im tired of crying..