I am sorry but it’s hard to commit to help anyone when the problem isn’t laid out clearly.
I would recommend you to trust and take the leap of faith and take a first consult with a good therapist.
Most problems build over many years and hence, the solution usually also takes time.
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Please see a good psychiatrist and therapist
Answered2017-10-28 15:59:31
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