I am feeling depression for the past 8 years. It makes me feel lonely, unsuccessful, unhappy, lack of confidence, anxiety, paranoid all the time. I have been fighting to achieve the real me. I some how maintain a good me at office and end up getting best employee each year but when I come home I am the same old me, unable to progress and utilise the real me. When lonely I masturbate frequently and this makes the situation worst because it adds guilty now. Please suggest some anti-depressant tablets which I can take. Note: please do not telemarket neither promote masturbation.