Hi, thanks for query, I appreciate your courage that you expressed your problem in this forum. I am sorry for your situation. I think you have gone through rough path in your life, due to which you have developed anxiety in different areas of life. To help/ support you in different perspectives, we need more details. this is not the place to discuss in detail any of issues. You can select any psychologist or psychiatrist from this forum suitable to place or based on any other requirement for better assessment and guidance. take care. stay positive.