I am so depressed because , I think I m gay or bisexual . I don't know why but when I use to talk some of my female friends they say that we are not open like this with our best friends too . and also that while talking to you it feels like we are talking to a woman whom we can tell each and every thing of our personal life. Why everyone find a kind a girlish feelings in me. I am gettingdepressed day by day and sometimes there are suicidal thoughts that come in my mind.I don't want tolive anymor