Nothing wrong with it. But.... Sure if u carry on just by ur emotion may turn right what u fear about. So be focused with Healthier habits of food exercise and sleep surely with targeting professional goals too.

You must understand that excess of everything is bad. Same is true with masturbation. Control masturbition. Dont do more than a once in a week otherwise it may cause some weakness. You may take cap. Shilajit & tab. Chandraprabha bhati. One tab. Each morning & evening & also take dhatu paushtik churan one spoon morning & evening. All 3 with hot milk for 3-4 months