I smoked ganja for 3 month only very less amounts Once i got panic attack and withdrawal started I m in hell thinking to kill my self I have no sense like a blind person i feel like i m in a dream most of time ( in darkness mostly Shit i m gng to die i cant focus concentrate its vvvverryyy harder Feel scared to go far from my house My Brain is numbb like hell Cant study cant do job cant seat at one place I can't watch movie i can't play games Vision is f%#&#&d upp blurry :'( :'( my life is finished past 5 months still same condition I m stucked . Mentally brain damaged? Depersonalization? Depression? Foggy brain in cage with anxiety? Please help me please truly help Any one faced thiss?? Anyone cured???