Greetings,Your ill health made you trouble.Later,you fell in love as you wish to continue,but failed,it lacks clarity and maturity.You are in distress.When people fails something,they won't continue which leads to distress.They feel are alone,being judged by others.Think positive,think perspective.
Next Steps
1.Restart your career,and get up.Already you are a merit student.
2.Try to come out of the thing what you are feeling like alone,judged by society.
3.Focus on what you want.
Health Tips
Consult a psychologist for further assistance.