Hello Ma'am. Very Good evening. I'm Dr.Yogesh Kr Sharma. As per your history given,  I think you are right now suffering from Anxiety Neurosis and seems it is getting worsened. Ma'am,  this life is short. I have a Great treatment Plan for your Current irritated and disturbed mind, but the problem is your husband should support you during and after the treatment. This is not a big deal. If you also go to your place I mean to your parents during treatment, atlast you have to return back to your Husband 's home. Apart from treatment you both need counseling. This matter can also be solved apart from treatment by sitting both the parents and Whole family at lunch. Kindly come to practo chat for your evaluation, counseling and treatment part. Regards.