I am already had been diagnosed with anxiety.i always keep on crying. I don't find happiness anywhere.i feel hyper voilent on loved ones.n extra cordial ith others.failing in academics.i have fear of holes. I don't find solace.my mind z always full of thoughts. Dat I could feel the pain...it always feel heavy.i don't feel peace at all.always be in fake mood and it results in hyper voilent nature of mine.jealousness negativity. All Des r happening.no hobbies to persue.just want to stick aside ... marriage z due in March.but husband always demands for sex.and If I disagree he vent out his anger in some other way