Hello Friend, Good that you are seeking a help here. Medicines are just one part in any mental illness treatments. Again it's just supress the emotion to give temporary relief and sometimes it also creates a side effects .
So, In addition to medicine, you also need to follow certain exercises, self behavioral therapies, dietary changes, few lifestyle changes etc to get a complete cure.
Hope you will agree with this holistic approach.
Next Steps
Consult a psychologists directly or online. Feel free to reach out to me online through Practo app chat for further evaluation of your symptoms and to assess the possible non medicine treatment plan that you can follow to overcome from this problem for long term. Be positive. You will be alright soon.