I advised you to Consult A Psychologist and take Proper Counselling and Psychotherapy.
It is the best treatment than medication also.
I know you are a MBBS doctor ,but u can Try Homoeopathic Treatment for ur depression.
Homoeopathy has a excellent results in such fields.
Best wishes.
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