Seek counseling sessions to correct your confusion..

Hi It sounds like you are trying to figure out a perfect life for yourself. You are picturing scenarios at different life stages. In your mind you are probably thinking of what constitutes a perfect life. You are trying to understand the kind of thinking that happens at different stages in life. It sounds like you are not living in the present. It is important to remember that there are no rules about how a person thinks across many generations. To feel better consult a psychologist and explain about your thoughts. You will have to work on feeling calm. Counselling sessions will help you.

Hi,There are no strict rules in leading a better life.The definition of better life varies from person to person.Be mindful and kind.

Connect with psychologist to resolve inner  conflicts

There's no rule as such that u shud follow only this path,you decide first what you want from life and plan accordingly.consulf  if needed   further help

For a better clarity and understanding about yourself and life do consult a psychologist personally..