Hi... It seems you are missing home and since you recently experienced what living at home feels like so you are missing it even more now. It's easy to live away from home as a young adult but as we grow up we tend to realize the importance of family and home. It is very natural for you to feel this way. Try to find work from home opportunities as there are many such positions in IT sector these days. Also, please seek professional help for your concerns as talking to a therapist can help you bring back your control over your mood and help to cope with your present situation.
Next Steps
Consult a Psychologist.
CBT along with Interpersonal Guidance and Counselling is required.
Health Tips
Mr. Gunjan Maithil
Senior Psychologist
Cell: nine six seven one three zero three one three four
Website: https://gunjanmaithil.wixsite.com/therapy
App: http://wix.to/fECHB08?ref=cl