First of all.calm down.you need good corneal surgeon and good psychiatrist to come out of this depression and stress.image you have sent is very unclear and history and symptoms are also not given properly.if you can put images of consultation paper of ophthalmologist you have visited can make some sense.or else you can visit L V Prasad eye institute Hyderabad or can come down to surat for proper check up.this way we can't conclude anything. Just calm down and visit proper cornea specialist