Im 15 and I dont feel myself, i feel like some demon of darkness just wants to get in my head. It makes me feel sad and anxious about everything, the smallest of comments from friends and family especially, makes me want to cry. My chest/heart hurts when i hear my family or people im close to gossip about me when im not there but i can still hear them. Sometimes i wonder what it would be like to just kill myself but i dont have the guts to do. I dont want to feel like this anymore.