Hello, I totally understand your feeling. It is a gift to every women being a part of motherhood. It is a precious stage that every women want to get through. But since you had one miscarriage already of you are trying for another you better do it with the assistance of your gyne and the medications given by her. You need to get interacted with your husband when you have periods. And the time should 2 days before and 2 days after menstrual period.thanks you